Jared left me by the pool and went inside. After a little stop at the counter by the door for his keys I heard the door open and then close.
“I’m done” I said
Blue eyes stared back at me, with all surprise in them.
“What are you talking about?” he asked
I was checking my twitter to answer some questions regarding the band’s tour when something caught my eye.
It had been exactly 4 months today since Adara left.
When she woke up, the sun was streaming in through the curtains. She figured it was somewhere in the mid-afternoon.
I sat in our hotel room, angry when I first entered the room but a little while later when I was sure Jared hadn’t followed me, I let my guard down.
The next morning was possibly the hardest part of it all. I had to tell Aditya about Jared. And somehow I felt I cheated on him. My guilt was eating me away inside. I took a deep breath, looked at Jared who was sitting right by my side, and called Aditya.
She ran right out of the door. I opened myself a little about how I wanted us to be and she ran.
The show had just finished and we were waiting for the guys to come backstage. I already had towels ready for Shannon, who always needed more towels than Jared and Tomo put together.
Next morning, I woke up to a beautifully sunny day but just if I knew what was ahead of me. I was in my SpongeBob nightwear and fluff slippers when I went down to get breakfast.